I never truly felt like a woman growing up. Being brown, I was a woman in mind, form, soul, and ambition – but never in American societal perception. Being a focus of others’ desire felt impossible for me, so I thought I myself wasn’t allowed to desire.
The quote hate the sin, love the sinner is often taken out of context from its original meaning. Gandhi’s full quote from his 1929 autobiography is “Hate the sin and not the sinner is a precept which, though easy enough to understand, is rarely practiced, and that is why the poison of hatred spreads in the world.” If, as Gandhi writes, we are all “tarred with the same brush,” then what informs our moral judgments over another person’s identity?
As I slowly learn who I am, reclaiming my voice, body, spirit, sexuality, and agency doesn’t make me a sinner. It makes me human.
(work to be premiered in 2023)
February 4th, 2022* (canceled due to COVID-19)
Grand Rapids Symphony: New World Symphony
Performed by Grand Rapids Symphony (Marcelo Lehninger, conductor)
DeVos Performance Hall, Grand Rapids, MI
February 5th, 2022* (canceled due to COVID-19)
Grand Rapids Symphony: New World Symphony
Performed by Grand Rapids Symphony (Marcelo Lehninger, conductor)
DeVos Performance Hall, Grand Rapids, MI
March 21st, 2023 (version for voice and electronics)
Tuesdays at Monk Space Presents: Nina Shekhar & Friends
Performed by Nina Shekhar
Monk Space, Los Angeles, CA
May 19th, 2023
Grand Rapids Symphony concert: Mahler’s Titan
Performed by Grand Rapids Symphony (Marcelo Lehninger, conductor)
DeVos Performance Hall, Grand Rapids, MI
May 20th, 2023
Grand Rapids Symphony concert: Mahler’s Titan
Performed by Grand Rapids Symphony (Marcelo Lehninger, conductor)
DeVos Performance Hall, Grand Rapids, MI
