I never truly felt like a woman growing up. Being brown, I was a woman in mind, form, soul, and ambition – but never in American societal perception. Being a focus of others’ desire felt impossible for me, so I thought I myself wasn’t allowed to desire.
The quote hate the sin, love the sinner is often taken out of context from its original meaning. Gandhi’s full quote from his 1929 autobiography is “Hate the sin and not the sinner is a precept which, though easy enough to understand, is rarely practiced, and that is why the poison of hatred spreads in the world.” If, as Gandhi writes, we are all “tarred with the same brush,” then what informs our moral judgments over another person’s identity?
As I slowly learn who I am, reclaiming my voice, body, spirit, sexuality, and agency doesn’t make me a sinner. It makes me human.
(work to be premiered in 2023)
March 21st, 2023 (version for voice and electronics)
Tuesdays at Monk Space Presents: Nina Shekhar & Friends
Performed by Nina Shekhar
Monk Space, Los Angeles, CA